MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES
Have you heard about the Bible code? There is a book: Michael Drosnin: The
Bible Code, Orion, 1997.
I've read the book. It is
fascinating if it is true: the original Bible written in Hebrew language cca
3000 years ago contains the hidden code which contains the data about all major
events in the human history and about the future...
There is also a paper: D.Witztum,
E.Rips, Y.Rosenberg (1994) Equidistant Letter Sequences in the Book of Genesis,
Statistical Science 9(3)429-438
I tried to verify some things
about this stuff. Here are my findings about the Bible code and (by my opinion)
related things. However, everybody should answer to basic questions by himself.
For those, not interested in the subject I appologize for disturbing them. Of
course, you can simply ignore this mail.
I am interested in the subject
for several reasons:
1. Some time ago I heard very
similar claims about the Bible and about the future from a completely
independent source (a man who have amazed me with very strange and fascinating
abilities, such as making diagnosis to people with simply looking them or even
only by talking to them by phone. I was 100% sceptical unless I called him and
he correctly 'guessed' several of my problems and he never has seen me...,
later I've heard plenty of confirmations of his abilities by other people...)
2. I myself have experienced
several things which are rather exotic and out of scope of our science. I will
explain some of these below. Note however that our science cannot disprove none
of such exotic things, while some of these things (such as aura, and healing of
people with acupuncture and even noticing the effects of healing with
'bioenergy') were already confirmed by our sciences.
3. I was always attracted by
exotic things. I devoted a pretty part of my life to better understand
intelligence. I came accross some basic knowledge of mathematics and computer
science and realized that I cannot agree to be a Turing machine (a simple model
of the computer that is able to compute whatever is computable - whatever is
solvable by an algorithm), which is very very very limited. My favorite
speculation is that a man is a continuous machine which has the access to all
information of the world and can find the answer to any question
instantaneously. (Namely if the world is continuous, which current physics
tends to confirm, then the world is nondescribable in any symbolic formalism.
Symbolic formalism is always limited to describe only discrete world and only a
neglegibly tiny part of the continuous world. So there is no objective truth,
the truth is always subjective and everyone should find it in himself). And the
basic question: What is the purpose of my life? is still open.
So, the paper that shows the
existance of the Equidistand Letter Sequences in the Hebrew Bible exists, it
appeared in a respective journal Statistical Science and was verified by
several mathematicians all over the world. Some of them even not only confirmed
what the paper was claiming but also found out plenty of other things encoded
in the Bible. By doing so they higly decreased the probability that everything
is just random coincidence (from cca 10^{-5} to cca 10^{-10}).
There are also plenty of
disagreements with the Bible code hypothesis. It is interesting to read them. I
expected mathematical disproof (that is the American Mathematical Society's
site), however there are merely intuitive claims full of emotions. Anyway,
everybody has to draw conclusions by him/herself nad it is important to be
openmined without prejudices that we got from our education and our science).
I already have the Hebrew Bible
on my computer and also an English-Hebrew dictionary. I have checked several
things from the book and they are all there in the Bible. Of course, I have
(except the dictionary) no knowledge about the Hebrew language whatsoever.
Things are encoded as follows.
You first search for the keyword, for example 'Shakespeare' (but in Hebrew of
course). This keyword appears only once in the Torah (first 5 books of the
Bible) with a certain distance between letters, let's say K. Then you transform
the text into lines of length K which gives a matrix in which 'Shakespeare' is
written vertically. So the keyword has fixed the matrix, and a submatrix of
e.g. 30X30 characters around Shakespeare is now searched for related words. If
this submatrix was random (if we found Shakespeare by coincidence only) then
the probability of finding Macbeth and Hamlet in this submatrix is intuitively
rather very small, but they are there...
In such a way they found plenty
of well-known names, and related names of places, dates, events, discoveries,
works of art, wars, etc. The author of the book claims that he found also things
from the near future in the Bible which did after a year or so really happened.
However sceptical, so many information encoded in the Bible in a consistent
manner is not at all a coincidence. I have verified several things and they are
all there: Newton and gravitation, Shakespeare and Hamlet and Macbeth, Edison
and electricity, etc. Even terroristic attacks together with the dates about
which we were reading in newspapers few years ago are encoded...
I think that many scientists (and
other people) cannot accept such thing (it is contrary to their work, to their
research, to their model of the world, to their current imaginary purpose of
life...) and therefore they will simply ignore it or will try to do everything
to discredit it. Recently, the authors of the paper and the book were 'awarded'
by an anti-Nobel prize and the consequence of that is probably that many people
will ignore the Bible code without even reading it and far from trying to
verify it.
My feeling is that the claims of
the book are correct. As the author says, it proves the existance of
superintelligence that was able to encode the Bible in such a way and also to
foresee the possible future of the civilization on Earth. If the code is real
and if it was encoded by a superintelligence (all computers in the world are
not enough to encode such a text with so much information encoded in that way)
then it was obvious to that intelligence that humans shall discover the code in
the era of computers. So, now is the right time for us to become aware of the
code. And the message of the Bible code, as I understand it, is: Stop wandering
about politics, money etc., it is all the game, which is predetermined anyway.
Begin to think about more important things, which you can find in your heart!
I will say some more about rather
exotic things for which however, by my current experience, is great possibility
to be connected even with the Bible code. My current experience suggests that
there is a connection, as the message of the Bible code, as I understand it, is
very similar to what the message of every sikness and every accident is. But
you should find those answers in your heart and purely scientific thinking
won't bring you far.
I am interested in self-healing
methods for more than two years and now I am able to help also the others. It
is very strange at the beginning as we are used to think about the world only
with the eyes of our science, which however is really very very limited. In
fact I had problems with my heart 3 years ago. I wanted to help myself and do
some kind of relaxation. It worked a little-bit but not enough so my pains were
becoming worse and worse. One day (2.5 years ago) I heard about my old
colleague: she was healing people with crystals on a distance: she only needed
a photo. So I said, 'this cannot hurt me', and I've sent her a photo of myself.
One month later she made only one
distance seance and I didn't know she was doing that. I only felt very strong
reaction: very strong pains and I thought I will die. Tomorrow morning she
called me and explained me what she was doing. And I said: I thought I will
die. She appologized that she didn't warn me and she said that it is a normal
reaction to the healing by energy (she had no motivation to lie, we were
colleagues and she is not healing people for money). And from that day I don't
have problems with my heart any more...
I started to read literature
about that, to meditate regularly and also went to some seminars about
self-healing and about helping other people. I soon realized that it works very
well. Many of my friends and colleagues were surprized when I had a contact
seance with them as they felt the energies (but usually feelings differ from
person to person and it highly depends on the current state of the person).
Later I've got the ability to heal people on distance.
So, now I know that things such
as healing people (sending healing energy) on very high distances is not only
possible but it works very well (in fact the physical distance doesn't matter
at all). I have already quite some experience with that. For example last month
Tatjana Zrimec, my roomate at the Faculty, was in Australia and in one healing
seance she felt as if I were near her (I was in Ljubljana during the seance of
course).
Another example: when I've got
this ability of healing people on distance (it was about 10 months ago), I
couldn't believe it. So I called my sister by phone (she lives 10 km away from
me) and told her, that I will be sending her energy for 10 minutes, but I
didn't tell her in which parts of the body. Then I was concentrating first on
her stomach, then the spine, and then the right foot. When I called her after
10 minutes and asked her what did she feel, she said: First it was very warm in
my stomach, then it spread all over the body and at the end it was an emphasis
on the legs with special emphasis on the right foot. So it works very well!
Another interesting proof is the
following. The son of my friend (9 years old) can see these energies and he is
even able to see the aura (energetic cloud that surrounds every living beeing
and even nonliving things, which however have much smaller aura). Once he drew
my aura and painted it with colors, which came to me as a big surrprise. I
didn't know at that time, that aura has such colors. 2 weeks later I found a
book where the picture of aura was given and the colors matched perfectly to
the picture of the friend's son!
Yet another interesting example:
My sister was told several years before the war in former Yugoslavia by a
certain person that she will get married to Italian and that there will be war
in Yugoslavia. At that time nobody (or almost nobody) even could dream about
such terrible things are going to happen in Yugoslavia. So the sister just
laughed when she heard the predictions. But both prediction were correct...
During the operation (when her
first son was born in Italy) my sister 'went out of her body' and was watching
the preparation for the operation (for few minutes) from the top of the room
and she felt very nice during that time. When the surgeon touched her body she
immidiately returned back into it.
During one group meditation
(about 40 people) we were sending the so called 'energy of love' to a child
which was at that time in coma (for several days) in a hospital, several kms
away. The next day the child awaked and told to her mother that she was visited
by 'angels' and she described some of them as old persons with long beards and
the most kind was the one that was all pink (and that is the color of the
'energy of love'). And the child was not religiously educated and was never in
church before. This story was told by the mother of the child to our group next
week and she was crying during thanking us (and she was the atheist till then).
I already know quite a lot of
such examples but won't bother you more with them. I have read some literature
about exotic things and it all is amazingly consistent (although different
authors use different terminology and usually add their subjective point of
view which may confuse the point), together with the Bible code. If you are
interested, you should look at this (I found this site a month ago and it
really is consistent with my experience):
There you can find explanations
of things such as what is aura, how you can see it or even photograph it, about
self-healing, meditation, the purpose of life, etc. I recommend the book:
Thiaoouba Prophecy (reference is on that site). The book is fascinating and
again when reading it I had very strong doubts. However, when I took a global
point of view and related the claims of the book with other experiences and
literature, I noticed that it is all amazingly consistent and I really tend to
believe the author.
When approaching things which are
unusual and don't fit into our model of the world it is very important to be
openminded and not to prejudice them simply because all the life we were
trained in one direction (namely competition, glory, money and such
materialistic satisfaction and happiness which doesn't last long anyway...).
3 years ago I was also an atheist
and I even hated the church as an organization that caused in history a lot of
sufferings and pains to people and was responsible for so many wars... I still
think that the institutional religions are misleading people with their strict
rules and mistification of things and claiming that they know the finial truth
which everybody should follow. Fortunately, there are priests which are more
flexible and they really work with their hearts and there are many of followers
of different religions which are not blind believers and they open their minds
and hearts and live according to their feelings and not according to strict
rules of their organizations. And that is the right thing (by my opinion). You
should feel and when you feel you know! Believing the others is not enough.
Now I know that there is
something (a god, a creator, a spirit, a superintelligence, a director of the
universe,... whatever term you prefer) because I can feel the energies and I
can help the other people by 'channelling' those energies. Yet, however, I am
currently still limited in recognizing the whole truth as I don't have enough
'clean' mind. I still have many fears, angriness and doubts but am trying to
change that. And it seems that three things are very important: meditation
(opening yourself to universal energies), concentration (invoking your own
spiritual energy) and preying (but probably all three different approaches are
one thing). And the story of Thiaoouba Prophecy seems to me a rather probable
explanation of the universal laws...
Nowadays people suffer from
chronic lack of love. Instead of accepting and loving each other we are affraid
of everyone and especially of ourselves. We fear from not beeing accepted, from
not earn enough money, from being different to members of the 'flock', we are
affraid to tell or even to hear the truth, etc.
My experience is that we block
the channels of our spiritual bodies and the physical body with our wrong
thoughts: fears, angriness, hates, jealousness etc. And the first thing that we
block are our senses (because we are affraid to feel pain, to feel sickness,
and even to feel the truth). Of course later we block other parts of the body
and because the senses are blocked we are not aware of sickness unless it
appears very obviously and painfully. With 'bioenergy' ('universal energy',
'cosmic energy' or 'chi-energy' etc.) people can help themselves and some, who
have cleaned themselves to some extent, can help also the others to unblock
parts of the channels and the energy then cleans out the sickness. However,
this is only a help. The major doctor is still in the head of the patient. If
(s)he continues to fear, hate, etc. the blockades will return and the sickness
will progress. So the switch in your mind has to be done by yourself (and that
is your free will).
Regards,
Igor
Ljubljana, 27. 3. 1998